Every night I consider swallowing a bottle of pills just so I can be done suffering. + it’s crazy because I KNOW people will see this post, people from my school, whatever. NOBODY ever goes out of their way to make sure I’m okay, not even people I do that for. It doesn’t even fucking matter anymore, in case anybody was wondering. I’m not okay and I haven’t been for a long time. I just need somebody who won’t leave. Hope all you assholes are real fucking happy with yourselves.